I miss you. It’s been a long time since I posted something in here. So many things have happened which I’m still trying to make sense of now.
I don’t know. I’ve said that “I’m OK” many times to many people even if I’m not. What else would I say? That I’m dying inside?
I am not ok and I don’t know when I will be.
If I could have my way, I would be probably be locked up in a room watching movies everyday crying my heart out while waiting for doomsday.
Since I can’t do it, I am trying to live now. And what’s the use of tears? It cannot bring back the past.
But I need to cry now or else I’ll drown inside.
I’m so confused now.